Do you ever feel like for some unknown reason you are just being picked on?? Well September has been that kind of month for us. Tuesday night we had to admit our son Trent (20) to the hospital. He is a hemophiliac and had a really bad bleed. He is being discharged today but I am sure the medical bills will be horrible. Really concerns me that we will not be able to go through with the adoption now. Money is an issue with us. If the medical expenses are to high we will not have the funds to go through with finding our daughter. Is this SATAN on attack!! Part of me is soooo tired and thinks maybe this is the final sign that we are not suppose to do this. The other part of me is fire mad and ready to tell SATAN where he can stick it!!!